It's Always Darkest Before the Dawn, Right?

How quickly a mood can turn.  Shortly after I wrote my last post, I started feeling a bit adrift.  Sometimes it takes every ounce of energy I have just to breathe - in and out and in and out. . .  Honestly, it's so exhausting sometimes.  The horrible part is that I would both love and hate it to sit and do nothing.  I wish I wasn't wired this way.  I know that if I can just ride out this period of darkness, I will be okay.  The dark never lasts very long.