Yesterday I wrote about how I thought the winds of change were upon me. Today I think that may not be the case. It could have been the wind of gas . . . Sorry very bad pun there.
But, seriously, today I feel stalled; stuck in a rut; glued to the everyday. I really believe that my need for something new and different is due to the changes that are happening at work. At first, they seemed subtle. There were some minor reorganizations and then more major ones and most recently, the departure of a co-worker who I will really miss.
There were other things like the fact that some of the contractors will be leaving us and the fact that I fired a consultant. It just wasn't working out - he seemed like he right person but it turned out that he was more interested in feeding his ego and hitting on a few of the ladies who I worked with. Seriously, what is it with the guys I work with - they can't seem to get it that work is work and not a place to find a conquest.
Now more than ever I am thinking that the time to find a new job is closer than I thought. I've been knocking around the halls of my current employer for almost 2 years now (a virtual record given my recent history) and maybe there are greener pastures out there for me.
But, I'm not ready to make a break for it yet. There are things that I need to finish and personal things that I need to achieve before I leave. I just wish that something new would happen. Something new in the good form. There has been a lot of change, but it doesn't seem very positive.



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