This morning I woke up to a still sleeping house and thought, "I'm hungry!" and then proceeded to eat what seemed like everything in sight. I'm so fat and puffy right now that my knees feel fat. And, of course my first reaction to all this - as everyone is sleeping in my house - is to ask myself, "self, what was I like LAST year?"
Last year I was 10 pounds lighter, but not in a good place. I was healthier but (unbeknownst to me until months later) unhappy. Among other unhappy events, I was trying to get let go from my company and said some scathing things to a couple of the partners. Oddly enough, it did end up that the practice that I belonged to at the consulting company ended up being dissolved a mere 4 months later. Sometimes there are opportunities for purchasing a lottery ticket that I pass up and should not have.
But, with the weather as hot as it has been lately I've felt like a beached whale. The scale doesn't make me feel better either which leads me to the conclusion that I NEED to waddle my puffy body down to the gym and eat better. I don't want to be sitting here next year with the same thoughts as this morning.
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