that change is a process and no matter how quickly I want it to happen, it will run its course and be completed when it's complete. There is nothing that I can do to make it go faster (or slower). I've never been very good at waiting, but I'm finding that I will have to patient while the events in my life run their course. I can try to make things go faster and push people to make decisions, but I have to be prepared for how they will react.
This week someone reminded me that messages are sent until they are received which is the same as lessons are sent until they are learned. I know that I am being taught a valuable lesson with the events that are happening in my life. And, I know that I am learning them because I chose to ignore the lessons that were thrown at me for almost 2 decades. I am truly listening now and I am hoping that when I get through all of this that I will have truly learned what I needed to learn.
I am hoping that I can get through this with as much grace and dignity as possible and that those around me, who mean so much, are not damaged in the process. I can only hope for a fair outcome. But for now, I have to hunker down and focus because I am in for what looks like a long ride. I take comfort in knowing that I will truly be okay.
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